Blindly I grope in the dark
Trying to find you within my heart
A heart so broken and mild
It ceases to breathe on its own
Because you have left it bare
Cold and beaten
Without your embrace
To comfort it
My soul cries for you
For your love that never came
My mind keeps yearning
For that day
I will find you again
As I cut into the Center
Of the Red Velvet Cake
I saw a ring
He was on the floor
Eyes glistening
Lips smiling
Hand holding out
Marry me Clarissa
Tears in my eyes
Lips quivering
Hands clasping around the ring
I can’t
Feet took me into the street air
Heaving like I was drowning
Why did I not love him
Why could I not say yes
“Please don’t reject me tonight” he breathed onto her lips
“I…” she stammered
“I…I want…you to kiss me” she exhaled “Please…”
In the moment he pulled her chin up and kissed her with everything bubbling inside him.
The desparation, the need, the love mingled with lust. All he wanted was her, all he needed was her kiss and embrace.
She responded melting into him, letting her body and emotions speak one language. A language that her kiss spoke into his lips. Willing everythig to respond.
She needed him so much. He wanted her so bad.
Everything seemed to be going in slow motion as they slowly danced towards the bed arms intertwined, lips caressing, bodies combusting with need.
“Please give me permission to make love to you” he managed gently pulling away from her kiss and gazing into her eyes with a need she had never seen before.
“Yes…” she did not hesitate allowing him to slowly lay her on the soft beddings. She let go and let him kiss her some more…
11:26pm Saturday 14th Feb
“Another Valentines Day alone. He lied. Saying he’d be my Valentine. Waited for him on a cliff of my heart. He made me believe I’d be his Valentine yet he let me down going silent on me. I’m done with him, he’s no one to me” she thought bitterly
“I hate that I actually thought he’d be mine again. I shouldn’t have expected anything from him seeing that he never keeps his word at all. When will I get that person who will want me everyday of my life…” her heart cried
“His lies only Translated to my desparate loneliness” down to the floor of her bathroom she sank letting the tears flow
At the very least let me love you now
Tomorrow knows no certainty
Your brokenness gives me strength
As you masculinity weakens my emotions
Learning to love without regret
Has been my journey with you thus far
Whistles of the night calm my loneliness
As the kiss of your soul serenades me
Expectations of my heart are at peace
For tomorrow you shall love me
Poetry On My Mind 