Searching

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Blindly I grope in the dark

Trying to find you within my heart

A heart so broken and mild

It ceases to breathe on its own

Because you have left it bare

Cold and beaten

Without your embrace

To comfort it

My soul cries for you

For your love that never came

My mind keeps yearning

For that day

I will find you again

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Cake

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As I cut into the Center

Of the Red Velvet Cake

I saw a ring

He was on the floor

Eyes glistening

Lips smiling

Hand holding out

Marry me Clarissa

Tears in my eyes

Lips quivering

Hands clasping around the ring

I can’t

Feet took me into the street air

Heaving like I was drowning

Why did I not love him

Why could I not say yes

Hideout

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Let me Hideout in your heart

Your heart is my Hideout

 

Betrayed

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“Please don’t reject me tonight” he breathed onto her lips

“I…” she stammered

“I…I want…you to kiss me” she exhaled “Please…”

In the moment he pulled her chin up and kissed her with everything bubbling inside him.

The desparation, the need, the love mingled with lust. All he wanted was her, all he needed was her kiss and embrace.

She responded melting into him, letting her body and emotions speak one language. A language that her kiss spoke into his lips. Willing everythig to respond.

She needed him so much. He wanted her so bad.

Everything seemed to be going in slow motion as they slowly danced towards the bed arms intertwined, lips caressing, bodies combusting with need.

“Please give me permission to make love to you” he managed gently pulling away from her kiss and gazing into her eyes with a need she had never seen before.

“Yes…” she did not hesitate allowing him to slowly lay her on the soft beddings. She let go and let him kiss her some more…

11:26pm Saturday 14th Feb

“Another Valentines Day alone. He lied. Saying he’d be my Valentine. Waited for him on a cliff of my heart. He made me believe I’d be his Valentine yet he let me down going silent on me. I’m done with him, he’s no one to me” she thought bitterly

“I hate that I actually thought he’d be mine again. I shouldn’t have expected anything from him seeing that he never keeps his word at all. When will I get that person who will want me everyday of my life…” her heart cried

“His lies only Translated to my desparate loneliness” down to the floor of her bathroom she sank letting the tears flow

Tomorrow

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At the very least let me love you now

Tomorrow knows no certainty

Your brokenness gives me strength

As you masculinity weakens my emotions

Learning to love without regret

Has been my journey with you thus far

Whistles of the night calm my loneliness

As the kiss of your soul serenades me

Expectations of my heart are at peace

For tomorrow you shall love me